Saturday, August 25, 2012

a wrinkle in time: excerpts from madeleine l'engle

Charles Wallace went up to Mrs Whatsit. "I see. Now I understand. You were a star, once, weren't you?"
Mrs Whatsit covered her face with her hands as though she were embarrassed, and nodded.
"And you did -- you did what that star just did?"
With her face still covered, Mrs Whatsit nodded again.
Charles Wallace looked at her, very solemnly. "I should like to kiss you."





























Suddenly she was aware of her heart beathing rapidly within the cage of her ribs. Had it stopped before? What had made it start again? The tingling in her arms and legs grew stronger, and suddenly she felt movement. This movement, she felt, must be the turning of the earth, rotating on its axis, traveling its elliptic course about the sun. And this feeling of moving with the earth was somewhat like the feeling of being in the ocean, out in the ocean beyond this rising and falling of the breakers, lying on the moving water, pulsing gently with the swells, and feeling the gentle, inexorable tug of the moon.



























"And we're not alone, you know, children," came Mrs Whatsit the comforter. "All through the universe it's being fought, all through the cosmos and my, but it's a grand and exciting battle. I know it's hard for you to understand about size, how there's very little differnce in the size of the tiniest microbe and the greatest galaxy. You think about that."


Saturday, August 4, 2012

Please, my lighter?

i laughed in emptiness
but the emptiness
laughed back

i asked, "Whose who?"
and swore to myself
           I knew no answer.

dragons (then)
dripping with smug intelligence
blew fire in my face
until my questions blazed with heat
and my mind was swollen.

we ask ourselves halves, like what ifs
and Pandora's ashes;
but ashes are just remnants
of  unanswered wholes.

i bit my nail and threw it
into the heart of the dragon.
his eyes fierce with answers
melted and shut,
so i would have to figure them out
over some book and a cigarette
smoked in the dark.

e. chayes